‘Matilda’ Star Mara Wilson Left Hollywood Due to Harsh Beauty Standards — Here’s What She’s Doing Now

Mara Wilson, best known for her roles in Matilda and Mrs. Doubtfire, shocked fans when she stepped away from Hollywood at a young age, citing the industry’s rigid beauty expectations as a major reason. She later revealed her struggles with body dysmorphia, obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD), and the heartbreaking loss of her mother.

Wilson’s acting journey began at just five years old, inspired by her older brother. Though her parents were initially hesitant, they eventually allowed her to pursue acting. She quickly landed roles in commercials and went on to star in beloved films like Matilda, Mrs. Doubtfire, Miracle on 34th Street, and Thomas and the Magic Railroad.

Despite her early success, Wilson faced personal challenges behind the scenes. During the filming of Matilda, her mother was battling cancer and ultimately passed away when Mara was just nine. This profound loss deeply affected her, leading to intense grief, panic attacks, and signs of OCD.

Growing up in the spotlight was also tough. As Wilson reached adolescence, she faced public scrutiny over her appearance. Strangers made cruel, often sexualized comments about her body — even when she was still a child. Hollywood’s emphasis on conventional beauty made her feel inadequate. A director once asked her to flatten her chest for a role, reinforcing the harmful idea that without beauty, she had no worth.

By age 12, Wilson found fewer opportunities in Hollywood, especially as she no longer fit the “cute child” mold. Comparing herself to peers like Scarlett Johansson and Keira Knightley, she felt she couldn’t meet the industry’s narrow standards of beauty. Eventually, she realized she “didn’t have that Hollywood beauty” and made the brave choice to leave acting.

In her early adulthood, Wilson struggled with depression, anxiety, PTSD, and grappling with her sexuality, eventually coming out as bisexual in 2016. After stepping away from the industry, she pursued her education at a performing arts boarding school and later at NYU, rediscovering her passion for writing.

Wilson supported herself by working as a barista and nanny, fearing being recognized for her past fame. She later wrote a memoir, Where Am I Now?, detailing the highs and lows of her childhood stardom with honesty and heart.

Today, Mara Wilson mainly focuses on writing — including novels, TV scripts, and voice acting work such as the popular podcast Welcome to Night Vale. She’s proud to define success on her own terms, not by Hollywood’s standards.

Although she sometimes reflects on how the industry treated her, she’s found immense support from fans who admire her resilience and authenticity. Now, Wilson is determined to build a creative career focused on young people — all while staying true to who she is.